this is like the BEST summer holidays i've spent in the past 3 years.

was slackin for the first month, preparing, ok not exactly, for the WHU summer school.
then went to Germany for the summer prog, followed by london.
came back to sg. quarrantined myself for a few days, then started doing internship at aes.
immediately after my last day, left for philippines.
returned on the 7th. and flew to Hk on the 8th.
finally back in singapore.. and school started.

it feels really good to be able to travel around.
i've experienced so much during these 3 months.

from studying abroad (dun underestimate how much i learn in this 2 weeks)
to traveling in europe, watching how people really go on strikes.
understanding what they mean by having to walk alot in europe.
climbed 500+ steps up and 500+ steps down! almost lan-diao in Kolner Dom, from both the climb and the fart! hahahah :P
sleeping at the dubai airport for 7 hours.

then meeting damn fun and friendly people at AES.
for the first time, i opened up on the 1st Day of work! hahah =)
i love the interns and my colleagues!
always ready to care and share.
really felt damn touched when i received my first aid hamper, the flowers, the lunch the card the notebook...
felt even better when they bothered to sms me before my flight.
bother to msg me on facebook the moment i return
wanting to meet up. :)

tried wakeboarding and kneeboarding in Philippines.
Things i wont even dream of trying.
really loved Philippines. great traveling company!
everyones so easy going.. so lame.. so funny!
the kids were so adorable...
though abit disorganised, i'm glad everything went well.
i kinda miss the nights at the hotel and on the plane... (esther sista, that's if u are reading this.. HELLO.. hAHHA =D)

hk was also good!
met my cousin whom i've not seen for ages.
and they all have KIDS NOW!
bb chan and tong tong...
from not wanting me to carry them, to looking for me when i'm not around.
feels great to be an aunt.
everyday mai dong xi chi dong xi mai dong xi chi dong xi! woots.

back in singapore already
FINALLY CAUGHT THE HANGOVER. and FINALLY WATCHED A MOVIE AT FILM GARDE.. hahah
nothing much about it larh
cinema was small.. >.<
but movie was not bad.
felt a bit touched while watching the movie.
imagine if i were the one who was missing, would my friends go through so much just to find me?
hahahahaha
dun like schooL! the assignments and projects are appearing.
YUCKS YUCKS YUCKS..

i wanna TRAVEL AGAIN..
I SO WANNA TRAVEL.
next stop. CAMBODIA & VIETNAM!!!

nice song.. i dino he was that popular... hahaha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oTyXbSTSIZk

可不可以爱我

为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近
却还在迟疑努力的我保持镇定
努力开拓话题最後却溃不成军

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你连
闭上眼睛 怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落
你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞为

想念燃烧个不停我快只剩灰烬
你是我的呼吸


i think i hate this time of the sem
i think cause i've been too busy, and everyone has been too busy, then i accumulate accumulate.. then i think think think.. then i sad sad.. >.<

been thinking alot lately...
about everything
i realised i really lack self-respect

i hate the feeling of being at other people's beck and call
i hate it when everyone thinks they can treat me anyway they like
i hate it when everyone tries to tell me what i should do
i hate it when everyone thinks i'm incapable
i hate it when people use me
i hate it when friends treat me like strangers and when i treat friends like stranger
i hate to always have to show people the noisy side.
i hate to interact and socialise

but then again
i love to interact and socialise cause in the midst of doing so .. i feel happier
i love to show people the noisy side.. cause it saves me the trouble
i love it when people treat me anyway they like cause i think it symbolises closeness
i love to be treated as incapable cause then i'll learn more
i love it when everyone tries to tell me what to do cause then i wont need to think of what to do

welll i think i'm a major contradiction
but at the end of the day. i just wanna feel cherished and needed.

goodness. i got to learn to stop complaining and grumbling
fb quiz says i'm a january baby who loves to criticize on everything
guess i'm sinking into self-fulfilling mode hahaha
or maybe actually deep down. i'm not a good conversationalist.. thus the only thing i can build on.. will be criticism. (how sad)

i dislike the feeling that we have Nothing to talk about all the time
or i'm talking all the time
i hate giving when u are only taking.
relationships (whatever it is) should be two way. (quoting s2)

i hate exams/projects/tests/critiques/competition/lessons
i love school/slacking/singing/sleeping/shopping
i'd really love to have more time for myself

perhaps u can give me back my self-respect


wah!!! i'm really damn blurrrr i cannot believe myself!!!
i won the tix for the wedding game gala premier .. and i was so excited about it
i've been wanting to watch this movie since i saw its preview.
and man! i won the tix!!! dun even needa pay 10 bucks for it!!

and so .. happily.. i dressed up and turned up at vivo city .. waiting for fann wong and the cast of the movie to turn up.
the invitation says 7.15pm and i was there at 7.
we were thinking how come the movie supposed to start at 7.15 but there's still no sight of Fann wong and Chris lee at 8...
but after waiting for a while more... they arrived.

kao the hei ren really damn cute! great looks and built.. hahaha
chris lee also not too bad... fann wong still looks as glam as ever...
then we proceeded into the reception area... and we met even more mediacorp artistes..
we stole the cupcake and eavedrop on the artistes' convo...
jiang cheng xi is graduating this coming April.. hahaha :P
ix shen speaks canto.
and zhu hou ren and ye shi pin's son are quite good looking... haahhaha
still got all the patricia mok... christy yow... hagen... pei fen... etc etc.. some i cant remember the name.

then we decided.. alright.. we've had enough of the ming xings.. and it's time we settle down and wait for the screening of the movie.

then guess wad!!!
the person told us that OUR MOVIE TICKET/INVITATION WAS FOR GV GRAND ..
the one at GREAT WORLD CITY and not VIVO CITY!!!
and we were already 2 hours late.

-.-
i REALLY FELT SO SIAN DIAO..damn BLUR larhH! i cant believe it
first it was the flight.. then it was the POSB card in the UOB ATM.. then there were so many other silly things i did.. and NOW i cant even read english properly...
i really cant believe myself.... !!! =(
SO DAMN blur larhhhhhhhhhhh
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH



//there was a not so nice news and a terrible act. please let this be over soon.


Hahah i'm having damn alot of problems with uploading the pics.
wanted to do it initially for *u* cause u were in sh.. but i really was too impatient.
this thing takes damn long to upload photos hahahaha...
and i dunO why the photos come out tombaleh one leh but ok.. here goes.

went to japan: tokyo and osaka in early dec... hahaha... not too bad. but the shopping part wasnt really as good as i had expected...
there were ugly singaporeans in my tour group but nvm larh at least they created topics of discussion.. hahaha...
i love the japan toilets.. haha
aiyah i cant remember much about the trip already and those i remember i very lazy to type..
hahaha.. :P heck lar...

WAHHHH irritated.
thanks for reacting this way. >.<
GRRR

been hOOked on the TVB series - tong tian gan tan
haha tot the moses chan was damn cute and charming.
man.. should hav used him for the Nivea ad..
we'd surely get better grades if we used him since the prof will love his face too and be mesmerized! hahahaha >.<
man but its only nice until episode 30
i couldnt bring myself to continue watching cause i really hate the idea that moses chan becomes a baddie and kills people! and gets married with the other girl! WAHHH
hahahahahahah ok.. this is damn lame.

yucks.. xin going SH tml.
damn sian! NO one play with me liao! >.<
hahahaha..
fine. i know it's only 1 month.
BBBBBBRRRRRRRAAAATTTTT

Hmm been some time since i last saw maayamers..

2 days more before flying to Japan.
hope it'll be a fun trip.


huh? biang. since when >.<
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